Every week I struggle to choose a topic or theme on which I should focus my blog entry because there is the need to not only give my NOLA experience justice, but also the desire to entertain those who may happen upon my thoughts. Therefore, the more exciting the week, the more choices I have and thus, the more time is required to decide which subject provides the “right” fit (aka "What is the flavor of the week?"). This past week, I had the following options:
1) Health-care policy discussion (Pre-K & Post-K) over Thursday night dinner at Dr. Bronfin’s
2) Education policy in New Orleans over an alligator sausage po-boy and sweet potato fries
3) Friday night at the Superdome for Essence Fest ‘08
4) My thoughts on DukeEngage at the halfway mark of the program
During my free time, I often start blog entries, but whether it is due to time restraints or my general ADD behavior, the entries rarely see their endings. Therefore, I am left with fragments of sentences, thoughts, and experiences, making my time in New Orleans seem disjointed and incomplete.
In a way, I do believe my NOLA experience is incomplete. It’s shocking to me that I have finished my fifth week of DukeEngage. Where have the past five weeks gone? What work do I have to show for my time here? Who have I helped? I find this particular question alarming. I have seen little physical evidence of the work I meant to accomplish, and I fear my goals for why I came to New Orleans will be unfilled by summer’s end. As fun as it has been to see the historic sites and experience the rich culture, I feel there has been an unfair exchange between the Crescent City and me. Whereas I’ve gained a wide range of knowledge about the history, food, and people, I feel my contribution has been close-handed and insignificant in comparison. Since my visit post-Katrina my freshmen year, I have yearned to come back to see how much or little the city and its neighboring areas have changed. Upon learning of DukeEngage, I immediately applied to satisfy not only my curiosity, but also my interest in helping a beleaguered city get back on its feet.
During the dinner discussion at Dr. Bronfin’s house this past Thursday, the talk turned to how the role of local doctors has changed due to Katrina, the lack of primary care physicians and specialists, and the ineffectual method of reimbursing healthcare providers. The only factor I can impact is the second; it is well-known fact throughout the medical community that almost every health-related profession will show a shortage within the next ten years. Due to this statistic, Ochsner’s Knowledge Management (KM) and Academic Outreach (AO) programs has entrusted me to develop an online career exploration program to encourage local middle and high school students to pursue medical-related careers. The first step involves creating a collection of mini-videos highlighting different health-based jobs (e.g. medical coder, pediatrician, physical therapist), which will be available online. These videos will profile individuals from the hospital talking about their day-to-day activities, their career influences, and their occupational goals. Ultimately, the hospital hopes that providing students with an easy portal for healthcare knowledge will provide hope for a brighter future and inspire students to aspire for something bigger and greater than what they thought was possible.
This program is still in its early stages, and although I have interviews set up and understand it will take time to get this project off the ground, I cannot help feeling anxiety about its completion and success. I’m flattered that KM and AO believe in my abilities to effectively complete the videos, but I also know that a large portion of the project’s success relies on how well I make all the parts come together as a whole. Although it is impossible to say if local students will watch these mini-videos and gain motivation, something is better than nothing. Even if I learn that only one student was influenced by my work, then it will all be worth it. Yet, I still feel restless. I believe in “Seeing is believing,” so until I see the finished project, I do not see my worries going away. Eh! Responsibility is really a double-edged sword.